You Don't Know What You Have Until it's Gone

It's like, I'm a genuine soul see but there are people...soooo many people, that play the game of life. They're so tactical, they draw you in and before you know it you're 10 steps behind a game you didn’t even sign up for. I don't play games with people, if you allow me to be me, I'd show you that but you've taken my choice away from me brought me into your game and oh I'm human. I'll do damn near anything to win, or you know feel like I got the power back. So we go back and forth stealing each other's mojo, at any cost. Fuck the other party I'm in this to win! I'll play this game, until I'm drained then go 'crazy' and earn my way out lol. It's a draw..."that bitch can have IT she crazy"

nah see it's not that I'm crazy the fact of the matter is that power we passing back and forth...let's look at that....if there's only one to give that means there's only one starting place. You'll give up because you've never had it so you have no idea what it feels like. Meanwhile I'll do whatever it takes to get my power back because my subconscious (soul) never intended for it to be given away anyway. My human instincts did that.

But one day that shit gets old, that "power" gets so embedded in me that it can't be uprooted, given away. And because it is what it is it needs to release, into more purposeful things that in turn gives it its charge.....it's deadlocked and now there's no chance at ever stealing it. The only way to get close to this is if you're in a position to charge it, fuel it, benefit it. But you don't get it. I dont expect you to. That's my bad. My focus was off. But you know what they say "you don't know what you have until it's gone”